To me, cryIng is a giFt from gOd. Help us to relieve Our streSS, pain, & sadNess. And i'm proud tO say that it is mY best hobby. It works liKe laughing, thaT whY i alwaYs waN to crY. My frenS anD boyBoy thiNK i'm sO siLLy, alwaYs crY crY crY. Like a cry baBy, cry Non-stop. heeHeee..... so Now over here, i waN to tell these people please do not worrY about it k....i wiLl always remeMber to smIle aNd lauGh tOo...love You peoPle with all my heart wOw..
Now at sch, nothing to do so look around other people blogs...and i found this interesting stuff...
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
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bLoggiNg at scH agaIn...cOs this morning aT home, busy reading sOme articles...
Early in the morning, mY throAt paIn daO ya si. Oh maN,caUSe me feeL like driNking Fruit juIce aND nothing else...urGh, so in the end came to scH with an emPty stomAch lor.... met nie nie early in the morninG cos she waNna pass me her Order form and $$, but when we reached the station, we eventuaLLi forgOt about thiS. In the enD, she had tO taKE a returN traiN bacK to meet me again. SO fuNny, both of us are so sotOng.
TodaY feeling BetA....thOugh the thrOat is giviNg me sOme paIn. haha.
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noW bloggng at scHool...cos tOo boring le. haissS.. It seem like our teaM has endless tasks to Do lor but Hor, i like nothing to Do lei...or maybe i'm tOo efficient le...ablt to finisH my own task fasT...hahaAaa...
TodaY, a suNny day buT hor my heart is Like rainy DaY lor. Cried early In the morNing. thInk i'm tOo tired, MissIng mY daD and saD over scH stuff. everYdaY, there iS like a thorN hidinG deeP deeP dowN in mY heaRt...Poke Poke mY hearT lor..paIn paIn yo...make me Sad, paIn and waNna crY.. haHa...sometime caN"t denY thaT i'm reaLli a Cry baBy. Think i shOuld caLl myself "Cry paNda BabY" quIte dislikE this teP..though is fUn and caN make new freNs, but hor everydaY have to work lOng hOurs anD caUSe me unable to get sufficient sleeP lor.. Me already sO uglY le, with Panda eyes, won't i loOk more worst...."Ru Hua..?"
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today pretty tired. whOle day doing research and report again. ting showed me a gay's blog. Oh, the couple is like damn sweet and cuTe lor. Said them er xin is nOT right thing to dO coS it iS the life theY choose to Live and as A outsIDer, we shOuld givE them some respecT k. haHa... anywaY may the coUple last forevEr and evEr. HohoHo...
wen to HouganG maLl with BOyBOy to shop aroUnd. Didn't buy any stuff lor..jus window shoppinG and go library to borrow BOoks...
While for My Mood, is better and much more betTer thaN the past few dayS...
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urGh....raIning sO heavily wheN going HOme. todaY my Mood stiLl the samE...but worsT than yesterdaY. i'm Quite strong todaY lor..Ren Ren reN... ren not to cry out my paIn. mayBe i'm thinKing tOO mucH le, thaT why i'm sad over that "thing". haIiii, dUn wisH to saY it out becOs i thiNK it is unnecessary lor.
realiZe sMt, yOUr heart Will feeL more paIn when u ren zhe not to crY out. dUn noe why leI...maYb you have to put iN extra "force" tO hOld on youR tears.anywaY, so proUd of Myself for not cryIng for the daY..hahA.... let all the unHappineSs wash away bY the big raiN ba...
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yesterDay waN to STC with Hong HOng to meet His family for dinner.. It was his mummY bday lor. we went to the sOUp restaurant to Have our dinner...wuite nice anD i love the environment Of the shOp lor.. lOok like 80's coffeeshop. haHa... after diNner, head towards Carrefore to shop. bought some food And den went back home around 9+..
toDay, as usual went to work BY train...prettY tired cOs got to wake uP early again. Before going to work, went to polyclinic with mUmmy to see doctor and did a fast shopping at the centraL lor.
haIiii...today mY mood iS prettyy loW. maybe toO tired or wat.. as normaL, cried abit on the traiN when alOne. theRe is soMethinG that i can't forgeT.. haVe toO manY thiNgs tO thinK about, feel abOut anD cry for..... How i wisH aLl my memORy wiLl be "deleted" and everYthing starT afresh.
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aNother daY..but quite a dIffereNt day becOs the timE past damn fasT and for my group is like so so so Busy doIng our research and rePOrt. Haa, but in tHe end, still can't finish at sch anD got to Bring back hoME to continue...Urgh eyes so paIn siao...everyday staring at The cOMputer, think one day gonnA be "sI yAn tiaN ji" le..haiiIiiiss...
thINk my kidney got problem..thIs few dayS, my knee capS quite paiN lor. DUnnoe is the weather Fault or My healtH.. hais so worrY abOut...
tHink i shoulD get to sleeP le..tml having Dinner with Boyboy's famIly beCos of her Mummy BadaY...haha...Bought hEr walLet le..hope she wiLl likE it ba... nItEnitE
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time Past quite fasT todaY...for the Whole day, i'm like Busy shOpping OnliNe for bag and doIng research foR our project. saT togetheR witH my teaM mates to discUss On our projecT... Quite haPPy witH my teaM, coS most of theM is quite On, easY goIng and cheerfUl except one whO is like So serious for ALl time. Hope for tHe next 13wks, we Can work weLL as a TeaM...haVing fUn while doing thOse boring stUff. wHen is tiMe for play we should play hard, but it is time for work, We work Seriously as a teaM...greAT slogaN maN...
Aft worK, went to central to sHop for phone. HAving hard tiMe thiNking of which phone to Get maN. Had a triaL on my dream phone 6280 but quiTe disppPointed with it. Cos the sliding Not as gOOd as i expecT and it Look quite stiFf meN stuff in reaL. In the Shop,never saW the N70 aNd 6680 at aLL....thUs iN the enD got out oF the shOp witH empty haRd man...haha...
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anotHer stupid day at sch..... my jiejie Again put me aeroPlane maN... proMise me thaT she will be bringing me to upgrade mY phone plan but didn't lor...haisss...
In tHe end went to J8 witH boYboy.. Bought shi lin ji and sushI to makaN...Oh man, long time Nv eat the chicKen le...so yuMmy lor plUs quite alot man...so fuLl... waLk around the maLl but bought nothing. ExcePt a Gior shirt For my mUmmY...quite niCe and the material quite Good lor. Mum long time Nv buy new clothe le so i deCided to bUy her One...haha... anywaY thaT shirt i alsO can wear tOo...yi shi er niaO.
Visited the popular..actualli wanna buy eraser but nv seLl the type i waN. walk around the book section. Saw a coUple at the persOnal grooming section...Know whaT, i saw the ladY ConvinCing the Guy to get the bOOk of "How to get a woman out and On the bed"....hOhO...they like very paisaI and talked softly At a corNer lor...thiNk the Guy maybe dun have anY experience thaT whY the lady waNna her to buY that boOk.
waT reaLli shOck me at J8 is....... i saW ah liaN workIng at Sameul & Kelvin Shop. think she Is the in-charge Lor. nV walK up to saY hi to her lor beCos i scareD later Make her paIsaI. ThiNk those S&K staff very fortunate lor, got such a nice, caring and protective big sisteR..reaLli miss Working witH her MaN, sHe alwaYs go all the waY to proTect and heLp her staff. Putting others In the First place..thiNk this gOOd pts of over protective of her oWn ppl cause Her to lose the Job... haiiIi.. Ah lIaN yaO jIa You wOw...we wIll alwayS miSs yOu !!!
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sO tireD..lOng timE never haS a gOOd rest le. For the past two days, i had been wOrking for two consecutive Full shift lor...Oh man wan my liFe ya...
Today, firsT day of my oFFical scHool daY. Wake up At six thirtY lor...wHY? cOs i'm mEetinG naNa at 730 for BreakfasT... afTer breakfasT, went to report for work. Late For two minUtes lor..very ke liaN wow... everydaY i have to work For 830 to 600 except frIday 530. hai...for eacH day, we will be haVing 2 breaks (each around 15min) snf s lunch bresk (an Hour). giveN twO crm t-shirt. the quality noT very gOOd.sOMemore everydaY havE to wear it maN....
wasTed my whole afternOon
shadding the BOxes of the survey form...hanD waNna breaK man. haI....so idiot. we havE to paY sch feeS to dO thiS thinG. haiIIiiii!!
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jus reacHed hoMe..todaY went out witH my darlIng for the wHole daY. ThiNk in futuRe, witH aTtachmeNt in scH + GioR woRk, woNt be sO free le = not maNy chaNces avaLiable fOr me tO be wIth darling for whOle daY....sob soB....
went to coMpass pOint sHop. Bought a piere cardIn wallEt for HIs mUmmy' bdaY on coMing fri 210406. tOok a long tiMe to decide wHicH wallEt wiLl suit her lor...headAche... haFing a harD time to decide whetheR shlD taKe renOma or PC one... In the end, picKed up tHE PC marOOn lOng waLLet...quite Nice. UsuaL price 89.90, now onLi 49.90..... coSt is Not the maTter, mosT importantlY is the tot thaT coUnt mAn...haha.. alSo visited the M1 shop to see any New promotion avalIable anot.. but nO lUck...duN haf..sOb
theN we heaDed to the AMK central. pLayed the "tIme Crisi" aNd found thaT mY skilL had Improved maN... heeHee..had our diNner at the Market...he ordered a chickeN chOp wHile i ordered the HokkiEn mEe.. Oh maN, afTer Hong finisHed hiS fOod, mY hoKkien meE stiLl haVen coMe yet lor..waited uNtiL i'm gOging to faint. tHose ppl whO orderEd later than uS eveNtuaLli kaNA served firsT maN...so irritatIng thaT we left wIthouT cancelIng my order... i strongly believE thaT the auntie MUS have FORGET my order lor...haIsss.... ntH much to shOp in aMk. caN't fInd anY niCe white shOe. Hmmmm But saw a Nice pHone In of tHe stArhub shOp. NokiA6280. Not baD anD has greaT functiOns...coNsidering lor...becOs it is a sliding Phone, scarE i sLide the Upper part fLY awaY...haHaaaa!
*~~~PoEm of the daY~~~*I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
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yeaH....jus got mY replAcemeNt Card Lor. HaHa..tmL wiLl be goIng out witH my darLing. MosT proBablY gO tO wesT maLl to shOp caUSe there iS a atriUm for Gior lor...see wheTher caN geT anY greaT stuff + huNt for a New hAndphone.. HoHo...thInk i will Upgrade mY hanDset for anOther 2yearS ba...aNywaY the M1 does provIDe 10% disCount if I do sO... yA...waNna praisE M1 for its greaT servICe lor..YOu noe waTthe rePlacement carD i got iS FOC lor (for 1sT tiMe losT onLi) + theY wiLl deliever tHe Card tO hoUSe maN... sO greaT serviCe...!
ya, jusT now my meImei intrO me a new weB lor. A weB that Consists of maNy poeMs & quoTes. sO frOm todaY onward, i wiLl pick one of the Poem/quotE that i lIke anD post it out to shaRE with You guys...!
PoeM of the daYMarriage is not a ritual or an end.
It is a long, intricate,
intimate dance together
and nothing matters more
than your own sense of balance
and your choice of partner
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LasT slept aroUnd 2am+...dUn NOe whY caN't get to sleeP lei..haHa....
chAtted witH nana tiLl 12am+. haha, desigNed a New Image for BotH of Us lOr... 2006 baBes. haD a hard tiMe to creaTe tHis piecE of art maN..but super haPPy witH it...
My IdeaL Picture
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oH maN....realLi can't get used to it...can:t liVe withOut mY hanDphOne maN...No smS nO caLLing....pOor gaL gaL...so boriNg... :------
suDdenlY feeL lIke getTing mArried to hOng BoyBoy...hahA...so paIsaI (shY shY)...waNna be His wifE...beinG dOte anD care By hIm...hUgging..feeL the warM frOm hIs Hugs...hoHo...sLeeP at His siDe every nigHt..feeL like a new Born baBY..so secure
But now both of uS still so Young..No finanicAl suPport..hMmm haVe to waIt waIt waiT...! wait for 7 More yearS ba... 2years(schOoling)+2years(NS)+3yeaRs(workIng to earn $$) = 7 yeaRS...HOho....
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todaY went out with Nana to OGM.. went to buy mask from Kose. Seem not bad and JC also strongly recommended it to Me.i alSo bought my facial Foam, naiL remover aNd a set of blazes. we alSO bought yan yaN to eat...haha very nIce one. From japan aND inside stiLl got rainbow chips For us to dIp. heLped Shirley to bUY a tiN of heLLo Panda bisCuits. KnowIng thaT she has tendered, me anD nanA jiu searChed a beaR thaT hAs her Bday as a gift for her...haI, sHIrley is a very Nice gaL lei. Though SHe is very Strict durinG work, but she Is alSo very caring sisTeR... caRes abOut Our feelIng anD will impaCt alL her "koNgfU" to us...the BesT in-charGe i ever met.
HowEver, todaY quite bad luck. Lost my Phone oN my waY hoMe. shIt...very ke Lian... alL my phOtoS anD contacT plus Songs...siaN ya. lucKy nv Kp any "sexY" pictures or VideO clIp lor. The persOn whO pickEd off mY phOne lor.. so bad lei. last tiMe me and nana picked up a phOne alsO got return to the owNer lor...see no Hao baO de...haIss LiaR... or maYbe this is the fatE... maYbe is time For me to chanGE to a new pHone lor.... :(
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today woke UP at 730..so tired maN.... aTtended the orientatIon for TEP..siaN man, kana posted tO the CRMCC. haiZzzz have to Pick Up caLl or calL others...my liFe in NYP for tHe nX 14weeks wiLl stuCk witH PHONE>>>!!!!
aFter sch, went tO the graSSroot clUb witH nanA to play games. Haha, deN go out witH bOYbOY to orcharD to sHop shOp... actuaLli waNna buy bikinI but foR the nx few Months, i wiLL be buSy working aT sch during weekdaY anD for weekeNd, workinG for Gior... thErefore is lIke no tiMe to go suN taNning = buy BikiNi fOr waT...! hOho.... went to far east Plaza...there is a ShoE shOp having ClearanCe salE lor..saw a pair oF white Shoe with heels sellIng @ 15bUcks, thoUgh wannA to bUy but there is nO more mY SIZE....haIhaI... went tO 77 strEet to see see & bought BoyBoy a NecklaCe..fuNKy anD niCe one. yEaH....
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yeaH...a new BloGskIn.... thIs time, i speciaLly piCked a PurpLe onE...whY??? beCos purpLe iS thIS yeaR favOuritE cOLor...HOho...
yesTerdaT statIon at OGA...so haPPy. Cos aPple, del anD boi Did the CLosing witH me... aPPle anD me werE like Kept tokIng abOut highlighT + dYe our haiR...chanGing a new hairStyle to marK a new Begin....HOhO.... foR me, i wiSh to dYe purple aND highlIght reD lor, but HongHong saId caNNot coS tOO aH liaN le...lateR he MUmmy DUn lIke me...sob sOb...sO i mUS to HonghOng aND caNNot highLight le...haIii!!! HowevEr, i wIll contINue witH my wiSh of dyiNg PurplE coLor...haHa. Have to waiT for PaY daY LOr...sO noW muS RENNNNN!!!!!!
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yEsterdaY bOught a New tee-shiRt...gUess waT... IS the New EEYORE disnEy shirt, yeLLow coLor froM GiOr...
TodaY went to J8 witH my SexY wiLd KitteNS to celebraTe oUr deaREst BrabrA bdaY...so HAppy..its bEen a lOng tiMe siNCe the 9 of Us met On 2005.... Haha....wan tO cafE carteL to haVe our DinneR...waiTed for around an Hour plus for the taBle of Nine readY...hai...nearlY faint becOs oof HUnger..keeKee.. the fooD in cafE is okaY okaY lor..Not that YummY as I expEcted. But tHe 9 of us werE very HAppy, chit-chaTting througHout... tOking ab scH, BFs aND soMe othEr juicy GosSip..haHa..EnjoYing More On oUr toKing thaN the Food... Ya, reaLli very "pei fU" joYcelyN. you nOe waT??? shE asKed one of the waitErs, a cuTe + abit yaN daO boY whetHer he iS a KoreaN anOt...hOhOhohO...so FunNy maN. The Guy lOoks realLi like a kOreaN, witH mi mi eyes anD funkY hairstyle..mos of uS gueSs thaT he is a kOreaN lOr...in oRder to clear our doUbt, JoyjoY jiU asKed Him that questiOn....haaaahaaa....
aROund 2130, mY loVely BoybOy camE to j8 to Fetch me Home...felt so Bad to keeP him waitiNG for me alOne at the bUs-stOp tiLl 2200....apologIzed once i mEt him...but stiLL could feeL thaT he was abit sad saD + angrY...:( in The End, i usEd my saO jiaO kongfU iN the Bus to cheeR Him Up aNd it suCcessed. haaHaaa...poWer!!! so fiNalli both of uS are baCk to LOvely CoupLe.....!!!
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todaY my Off daY....nv go out tO Jiong lor...very guaI rite.
watched the King Kong for the 3rd times at my mUmmy's rooM. Oh maN...realli love this movie becos it is very touchIng anD sad. ( maYbe to me Onli. Cried For threE times le) tHe story lIne is very gOod. Love The Cute King Kong. thOugh it lOoks like very fierce, buT actuaLli it haS A smaLl kid's mind. hahaa..ProtecT its own "thing" frOm any harm...wowww... However "he" very ke liaN, kana kidnap tO anothEr world thaT does nOt belOng to it at aLL.... HeartLess maN with greed mInd aNd selfisH thiNKing. Why Mus the Stupid carL cAuse sO much harm anD paIn to a poor harmLess kIng koNg. haIiiii~~~~~~~~
Jus nOw browse througH boIboi's frenSter. SaW his profile anD was very toUch. i nOe he alwaYs wan to bring laughter And Joy to mY lIfe...protecTing Me froM any UnhapPiness stuff. GivIng me thE BesT anD doting me. So sorry to HIm thaT i alwayS hiding my thoUght anD feeling froM him. KeepIn my true Feeling frOm him. I unDerstaND thaT whenevEr i'm sad or crying, he wiLl feel the saMe as Me. i noe it hurTs him alot to See mE crY..feelinG lost anD dUnnoe anythiNg. Sorry babY tO coNfuse yOu aNd makiNg yOu sad. I proMise YOu i wiLL stay strong frOm now anD will let the Time to wasH awaY all my paiN. iF got anYthing, i wiLl tell You 15110 de....no hiding anYthinG frOm yOu le........ Love YoU..!
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wOw....a greaT daY foR me... haD a gatHerinG with sOme Gior-maTes. Jun, Wen, Del, bOi, aPPle+freN & laSt but nOt leaSt, my darling HONghOng.
todaY i BoughT
CrowN tee shirT @ 17
EeYore Mini Bag @5
liMe gReeN HanDbaND @1.50
5 differEnt ColorS Of ruBberBaNds @0.7
a WinnIe poOh NoteBook @3
CoMb @1.50
XiaO XIn's coMic Book @3.5
So haPPy...hOnghong alSo bought a Pair of toE socks for HImselF pLus twO gameS. haD twO big feasTs also. For LunCh, we Visited thE pIZza Hut. wHIle foR dinner, we weNt to markEt to eat "Zhi Cha".....for boTh mealS, we ordeRed Lots of fOod anD the prices for Both arE damN chEap anD reasONablE...YUmmY....
Yaya....i alSo did a maniCure aT a priCe of 10...Hoho.....damN cheaP. the gaL wHO did for me is very frenLy anD Polite. Nice ServICe !!
GreaT daY for Me maN....yeaH..!
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shIok maN....todaY went to plaY badmIntoN with BoyBoy. so haPPy. Before playIng the badminton, we went to the stadiuM to run a few roUnds. hahA.feeL so relaX aNd shIok after the exercISe.
Den weNt to the MArket thaT is near mY hOuse to havE our LunCh. cAlled My mUm to cOme doWn cOs i waN to Buy Skirt. hAha. PickeD a nIce darK jeaN skIrt whIcH cost Onli 13buCks maN...hOhO speciaL oFfer..!!!
tidY my rOOm. oHhhh, lots of ruBBish for to clear Man. Throw awaY alot of Unless stuFf anD cleaN here anD therE. paCk my Wardrobe aNd fouNd thaT i got maNy skirts maN....Haha...hidinG insIde..! ShhH dUn let mY mUmmy Noe lei.
So haPPy. Tml gOing oUt witH soMe giO-mateS. ShoppiNg + MaKAn....LookiNg forwarD to HAve Fun witH theM..! UpdaTe yOu guYs tMl of Our trIp...muaCksss (+.+)
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yeSterday went to CPP to relief. Oh maN...de sHOp is quite Big lor, with maNY variety OF clothes plUs more new LauncH thaN oGa. HoweveEr yesterdaY saLe waS not As good as saTurdaY maN. ThinK most of the PPl went back hOme to Catch the finaL Superstar Lor.
So saD. tot ThereSa will win the finaL lor. I thInk she lost the final Becos she is a TaIwaniaN. dUn haVe as manY relatives as ZhiyaNg has in SingaporE, thus resultINg the lOst. AnywaY, ThereSa's voice is very nice plus sweet, & she caN proNounce every Word very clear MAn. pREttY YouNg Gal, So it is a pity that she was not The wiNner. ANyoNe win oRlose is NOt the Key, it is thE proceSS of the coMpetitioN.
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now feeLing verY sleepY but unaBle to faLL intO slp....so pPor priNcess feNfen...
hMmmm...today feelIng abit dowN dowN. Everytime wheN i take over the casHier, the caSh always caNnot talLy lor. I thiNK i'm tOo scare of coUnting wroNgly thaT whY i alwaYs count wrongly. haha..!
wheNever i'm alone. alOne in the traIn...alone On the waY tO worK... i wiLL thiNk of mY father. thiNking OF him wiLl alwaYs make me cry. AUtO cryIng. tiLL nOw, i can"t believE thaT he haD left us. leFt my mother alone + the FamilY. thoUgh our relationSHip is not bery berY clOse, but after aLl, there is a strong Bond betweEn us thaT cannOt be destroyeD. i realli miSS hIm. mIss hIm alot Alot.
God, caN yOu let me dreaM of hIm?
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yesTerdaY quite tireD so didn'T post any noTe..... you noe...i woKe up at 7.30am to atteNd our shoP meetIng lei...discuSsinG ab hOw to improve our shop's salE. aFter the MeetiNg, JC, saLly, XiaO Zhu anD me went to Bj SeiyU to shOp arouND till afterNooN to sign In for Work..... worK worK work until cLosiNg.
as NormaL, today wake Up early for working. hmmM for my breaK, i bought a pacKet of miX porK ricE...very yuMMy plUs cheap lor...$2.50 with lot of rice anD meaT....wohoHo..thiNk the Boss realLi like me, that whY gave me suCh a biG packet.
cuRRently, my nicK in the OGA is prinCess wow...i gave it tO myself anD force everyoNe in the shOp to caLL me In tat Name. If not, i wiLL not answer to Them lor...hAhaha...very clevEr rite... Today find out thaT i haVe grown fatter le. So siaN lor, have to staRt to diet agaIn...haI... in less than 2wks, scH is gg to reopeN agaIn le.... :(
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